Sunday, August 4, 2019

I want to celebrate YOU

Yes, finally time to celebrate you! All the wonderful and awful things about you! 

Yes, you, Mr Struggles 

You make my life hell daily, and you confuse the hell out of me. Face it, you’re confused most of the time yourself. You have horrible timing, you ruin good times consistently. You fudge up any plans, and always find a way to make any day so much worse. You’ve drained my accounts, kept me guessing, and completely turned my world upside-down. I run out of breath from jumping to conclusions over you and your completely weird ways. 

But you’ve changed my life irrevocably, and I’m kinda grateful for that! I’ve met some pretty fantastic people through my relationship with you. I’ve been places, seen stuff, tried things that I never would have. These friends you helped me find are so amazing. They tell me that you teach people lessons that they aren’t ready to learn. You are people change the course of their lives forever, and some in positive ways? How’s that possible when you are nothing but a pain? 

Thank you mental and physical illnesses for opening my eyes to something I had forgotten about. 

Dear BiPolar- 
For all your good, and bad, I don’t think I ever would have chosen the easy road. Thank you for protecting me when I needed it, comforted me when nobody else could, and allowed me to love me again, and to appreciate and grow to love you as well

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